weekend...

this weekend was a litttle different from my normal quiet 'lie-ins'.
from nowhere this childhood friend of mine shows up and announces to me that i'll go everywhere shopping with her for her upcoming weddding.
''here comes trouble', i say to myself cos knowing who she is, she'll drag me down into a hole if she could, just as long as she can find what she's looking for.
it turned out to be an exciting venture as i found myself modeling wedding dresses and found myself flirting with the idea of picking one too (...who knows, the groom might just appear by my act of faith).

It was a good weeekend on the whole, but when this frind of mine went on and on about her 'husband' this, her husband that, their wedding this, their wedding that, and honestly i got fed up at some point that that was all she could talk about. Now, not that i wasnt happy for her, (far it be from me) but hey, any girl who aint married and has her friend gleefully harping on and on about her wedding , feels a pang of jealously at some point, honestly!
and i'm only human, so much as i am happy for her and going around arranging for the event with joy, i just wish she'd also consider me and try to lets talk of some other things (so i'll stop being sooo nice as to smile at something she said even when i dont feel like and all of that).

all said tho', i do look forward to that day and silently pray that this time, i'd find one who'd i'd truly love enough to walk down my own aisle with.
that said, i'll simply say, peace, i'm out!